Monday, October 19, 2009

Felt much better...

I don't know why too, it just suddenly feels so light. Maybe the cleaning up really helps :)

The Tarot readings is starting to get weird. I cannot fully understand it any more. Maybe I should take a break.

My first feeling is that I always seemed to be the last option of everyone. Am I so unlovable, such a loser? Such that people will only realize how good I am after the whole trouble? After so many circling?

Somehow, I am beginning to lose hope and faith in finding love. No matter how the cards say, what I can see now is despair and disappointment.

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