Today is really a bad day. I have been feeling shitty since morning, imagining things that may well never happened.
We had a group outing last week. I invited her to join us, and she agreed. To be frank, I was really disturbed with her looking at her phone periodically. And even more so with this idea of inviting her, since I was not completely sure if I had really put the past behind.
What I had heard that day, became the nagging today. I kept dreaming up scenarios of him leaving earlier at work so that they can meet together and go out. While this had not affected my job performance, it plagued my emotions. The lucky thing was that I need not have much contact with her, so I was spared with looking at her.
Later in the day, she wrote something in her FB with the effect of "asking for forgiveness". I wonder what that means. Maybe I will never know...
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